安楽死に生きる

「恵まれた家庭で特別な愛情を受けた」と思い込もうとしてきたが、実際は父の強制わいせつ等を4歳から受け始め、母からも体罰など受けていた。思い返せば幼児期からあらゆる精神症状が出ていたが、自覚し始めたのは20代後半。治療を続けるうちに「虐待」を徐々に認めることができた。すると私自身も弟に性的虐待等をしてきたことに気づいた。現在は、恋人を言葉の暴力や浮気などの裏切り行為で精神的に追い込むDV女(38)に豹変する始末。世の生き地獄で見つけた唯一の希望が「安楽死」。その日まで子供への性犯罪がない社会を想像・創造する

About Cocoro Psyché

Cocoro Psyché is an incest awareness activist, from New York, currently based in Tokyo.

 

In 1983, Psyché was born to Japanese parents who immigrated to the United States in the '70s. Her father molested her when she was about four years old and this traumatic event was just a prologue to a series of indecency which continued to her thirties.

 

While treating her chronic depression or Complex-PTSD and Premenstrual Exacerbation (PME), she realized the need to stop denying her father's crime. She confronted her parents but their words and actions only validated their hypocrisy. 

 

Meanwhile, admitting her victimhood forced Psyché to realize that she also became a perpetrator by sexually harassing and bullying her younger brothers until their teenage years. It was a way to cope with her parent's misogyny.

 

She is continuing to undergo various kinds of holistic treatment to help control her long-suppressed anger, which often leads to verbal abuse against her partner.

 

Her mission is to stop this vicious cycle of victims becoming perpetrators by spreading awareness of incest.