「やめて」・にげて・はなして。身内から子どもへの性犯罪:被害者から加害者になった私・犯免狂子が精神治療から学んだこと

4歳から父の猥褻・母の体罰が「愛情表現」と教わり、混乱の吐口としてきょうだいに性的・精神的な加害をしていことを治療中に自覚。3つの気づき:①家庭内で子どもへの性犯罪が、加害者の「無自覚」のうちに起きている。②性被害を否定することは、自己防衛本能が正常に作用しているからだが、否定し続けても苦しみは増す一方である。③被害を認めて精神治療を初めないと、被害者も「無自覚」のうちに自他を傷つけ加害者になってしまう可能性が高い。精神疾患「複雑性心的外傷後ストレス障害(C-PTSD)」歴35年以上。

【4】When Rabbit Howls by Truddi Chase

Frank Putnam(フランク・パトナム)

 

When Putnam was researching schizophrenia, he discovered that the

term didn't fit all the patients he encountered. That led him to research the multiple

personality cases recorded since the early 1800s. His final documented conclusion was

that ninety-eight percent of the multiples on record involved repeated and severe

incidents of child sexual and physical abuse. Incest seems to head the list, culprit-wise.

For better or for worse, multiplicity may not be as rare as we think--only misdiagnosed.

 

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"Sometimes," he said cautiously, "when we don't feel worthy, we can't give or receive

anything. To someone laboring under a feeling of low self-esteem, love is completely

unrecognizable and therefore unattainable."