安楽死に生きる

「恵まれた家庭で特別な愛情を受けた」と思い込もうとしてきたが、実際は父の強制わいせつ等を4歳から受け始め、母からも体罰など受けていた。思い返せば幼児期からあらゆる精神症状が出ていたが、自覚し始めたのは20代後半。治療を続けるうちに「虐待」を徐々に認めることができた。すると私自身も弟に性的虐待等をしてきたことに気づいた。現在は、恋人を言葉の暴力や浮気などの裏切り行為で精神的に追い込むDV女(38)に豹変する始末。世の生き地獄で見つけた唯一の希望が「安楽死」。その日まで子供への性犯罪がない社会を想像・創造する

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【7】Incest in Japan: My Dad's Obscene Behaviors

For most of my life, I was in denial that my dad was a sick child molester, to say the least. He "groomed" me well and I played the role of "daddy's little girl" well into my adulthood. But as I have slowly but surely come to realize and a…

【7】Incest in Japan: How My Dad Molested Me at Four

In the middle of the night, while I was sleeping between my parents in their bedroom, I woke up to an uncomfortable feeling and found my father's hands inside my underwear, stroking my mons pubis. It felt so uncomfortable but I gave my fat…

【7】Incest in Japan: How I Became a Perpetrator

The who, what, where, when, how, and why I became an incest perpetrator. 1. The First Offense 2. Vandalized His Genitals 3. Trampled His Genitals 4. Poked Fingers into Anus 5. Calling Him "Gay" 1. The First Offense The first offense was wh…

【24】Incest in Japan: Why it has Never been Illegal

Japan's current penal code was amended in 2017 for the first time in 110 years to stipulate stricter penalties against sex offenses. But there are still so many loopholes for perpetrators and do little to protect victims, it's appalling. I…

【24】Incest in Japan: Rapist Father Found "Not Guilty"

Japan's sex crime law was revised in 2017 for the first time in 110 years*1. And yet it is still full of loopholes for the perpetrators and is continuing to torment victims. Father Who Raped His Teenage Daughter Found "Not Guilty" Reversed…

【23】Incest in Japan: The Age of Consent is 13

Japan's sex crime law was revised in 2017 for the first time in 110 years. And yet it is still full of loopholes for the perpetrators and is continuing to torment victims. The Age of Consent at 13 & Statutory Rape My Opinion The Age of Con…

【22】 Dear Mark Laita,

Hi Mark, My name is Cocoro, a 39-year-old Japanese American childhood incest survivor from Long Island, NY, currently based in Tokyo. I am contacting you because I'd like your permission to translate some of your interviews on Soft White U…

【24】Dear Edward Blackoff,

Dear Edward Blackoff, My name is Cocoro, a 39-year-old Japanese American childhood incest survivor from Long Island, NY, currently based in Tokyo. I am contacting you because I'd like to translate your documentary Incest: Family Tragedy in…