The who, what, where, when, how, and why I became an incest perpetrator.
- 1. The First Offense
- 2. Vandalized His Genitals
- 3. Trampled His Genitals
- 4. Poked Fingers into Anus
- 5. Calling Him "Gay"
1. The First Offense
The first offense was when I was about four years old and my younger sibling was about two years old. He was sitting on our parent's bed without his underwear or pants on and I poked his genitals with my index finger.
He giggled and I was surprised by his reaction. I repeated and he giggled again.
I was surprised by his reaction because it was completely different from mine when I was about four years old and my father molested me.*1
2. Vandalized His Genitals
I drew on my younger sibling's genitals with an oil-based marker.
I got the idea from a Japanese children's animation called Crayon Shin-chan*2. He let me do it freely the first time and I thought it was funny.
But when he ran away from me the second time I tried to do it, I thought he was a bad sport.
When the animation made its first appearance in 1990, I was seven and my sibling was five.
3. Trampled His Genitals
I grabbed my sibling's legs and trampled his genitals with my feet. This is called denki-anma and I learned about is from a Japanese comic book for kids. Unfortunately, it is a common form of roughhousing in Japan.
4. Poked Fingers into Anus
I poked both of my fingers at the same time into my sibling's anus while he had his pants on. This is called kancho, meaning enema, and I learned about it from a Japanese comic book for kids. This is also a common form of roughhousing in Japan.
5. Calling Him "Gay"
I called my sibling "gay" and said that he will become gay