「やめて」・逃げて・話して。性被害の解離から始まった生い立ちと脱・毒親 CPTSD歴35年の『犯免狂子』

4歳頃より、性加害・心理操作・体罰等を「愛情表現・躾」として両親から受け続けた事による無数のトラウマ症状(CPTSD歴35年強)を古今東西の療法で試行錯誤中。児童性虐待予防・啓発のため自伝『犯免狂子』執筆中✒︎安楽死に向けて準備中✴︎①性的な言動・表現が子共の人生を狂わす事を「無自覚」な人が過多②被害者:あなたは悪くない。早く人に話して→電話番号#8891匿名電話相談③水着で隠れる場所は見せない・触らせない/見ない・触らないを基本に「やめて」が言える性教育(出産・子育リスクも)+法改正を

【13】

I woke up around 6am and turned on the air conditioner. It dries out my eyes but I need to warm up my room to get up. 

✔︎record expenses 

 

✔︎listen to financial news digest

 

✔︎post an ad for a wooden bowl on Mercari 

 

✔︎shipped the sold bowl

 

✔︎soak carrot tops in water

 

✔︎soak the roots of komatsuna (Japanese mustard spinach) in water

 

□bake cookies with rice bran 

 

✔︎make negijoyu (chopped scallions in soy sauce)

 

✔︎hand wash delicates


◎Looked for a janitor on Kidsline

 

✔︎Contact IS about the blue moon stone charm


♡Had pan-fried dumplings with a side dish of boiled field mustard seasoned with amazake for lunch

 

✔︎received a hemp cotton parka I'd ordered in the mail

 

✔︎reserve books online, return library books

 

♡went to a second-hand book store

 

♡bought a book about becoming financially wealthy

 

♡made popcorn with ghee and cheddar cheese powder f:id:twilighthues:20220207193615j:image