「やめて」・逃げて・話して。

料理上手だけど罵倒や体罰もしてきた母の如く、恋人を精神的に追い詰めてしまう度、根深い憎悪、自己嫌悪、人間不信を自覚。古今東西の精神治療を試す中、4歳以前から始まった父の性加害とそれらによる解離症などCPTSDの無数のトラウマ症状が発覚。自らのトラウマ治療の一環と、児童性虐待予防・啓発のために、両親と対峙・起訴への経緯を自伝『犯免狂子』で更新中✒︎私みたいに人生が狂いませんよう🧠⚡️❤️‍🩹⚖️

【13】

I woke up around 6am and turned on the air conditioner. It dries out my eyes but I need to warm up my room to get up. 

✔︎record expenses 

 

✔︎listen to financial news digest

 

✔︎post an ad for a wooden bowl on Mercari 

 

✔︎shipped the sold bowl

 

✔︎soak carrot tops in water

 

✔︎soak the roots of komatsuna (Japanese mustard spinach) in water

 

□bake cookies with rice bran 

 

✔︎make negijoyu (chopped scallions in soy sauce)

 

✔︎hand wash delicates


◎Looked for a janitor on Kidsline

 

✔︎Contact IS about the blue moon stone charm


♡Had pan-fried dumplings with a side dish of boiled field mustard seasoned with amazake for lunch

 

✔︎received a hemp cotton parka I'd ordered in the mail

 

✔︎reserve books online, return library books

 

♡went to a second-hand book store

 

♡bought a book about becoming financially wealthy

 

♡made popcorn with ghee and cheddar cheese powder f:id:twilighthues:20220207193615j:image